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[09 Jun 2005|08:52pm]
From this day on, I am Mr. Peppers.....the penguin. (only on livejournals though) in real life i shall stay in my human form, but as far as the internet goes, i shall only respond to MR.PEPPERS! muhahahahha. Scared much?
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[08 Jun 2005|06:03pm]
Oh Man. Douche ducks only quack so much.
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[23 May 2005|06:24pm]
i stole this bad ass workers vest from a gaw station and it glows when people take pictures of me. Image hosted by Photobucket.com
booshah biznawtch's!
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[20 May 2005|10:56am]
Hear the voice of stars,
Inhale the missing words,
Close your eyes and feel inside,

Your heart.
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[16 Mar 2005|04:15pm]
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cellar door
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[06 Mar 2005|10:42am]
[ mood | scurred ]

I have come to a decision...im going to watch "passion of the christ". yes, its true, i have sunk that low. i shall go get really effin blazed, probably take a few concerta to calm me down and make me not wana move, and sit my ass on the couch, take a few no-do's so i dont fall asleep, and watch the worst movie of my life....

why? sheer boredom.

booshah!


cellar door

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[05 Mar 2005|10:33am]
Sitting here in senior save with stephanie, wishing i had some kfc honey barbeque wings. yummers, id lick a koala for some bbq wings....

cellar door.
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[05 Mar 2005|09:54am]
www.livejournal.com/users/_goths_r_us

Its like toys-r-us, but instead of toys....you get satan.


Cellar Door.
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[19 Feb 2005|11:10am]
"Hey you! Get away from my closet! This is MY closet! These are MY spiders!" Said the dyslexic child with the spiders in hand. The old man could do nothing more but turn, and run. Run he did, he ran out of the bedroom, down the stairs, pass the coked up grandmother with her sewing needle swaying back and forth to the sound of "moooooooooooooawwwwwwwwww", from the cat in heat, rubbing her ass on the granite rock propping open the back door for all the mosquitos to fly in and spread their influenza. Out he ran, pass the 80 yr old coke addict, pass the horny cat in heat, pass the influenza filled mosquitos, pass the back door and into the yard.
The old man, with sweat now beeding off his bald and wrinkly head, must make a decision....shall he run through the woods, or head to the neighbors house?

you make the choice.

The old man runs:
A) through the woods
B) to the neighbors house
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Happy thoughts [15 Feb 2005|05:45pm]
[ mood | Lucky. ]

as i awoke this morning
i could still smell your scent
you know the smell
That perfect balance of
unwashed hair and
perfume overdosage
mixed with a pinch of strawberry lipgloss
that could bring any man to his knees.
as i threw on my baggy pants and turtle neck
i couldnt help but think
of you
and the way
you smile
and the way
you laugh
i couldnt help but think
about the way you make me feel
a happiness that hasnt hit me this hard
in months
i miss the blaring rap music in
sams club as we
drop our pants past our butts and
dance the ghetto way
and the way you
talk about how lucky you are
to have me
in your life
i miss the late night embraces and the
"quiet kisses" in the far back of the
crowded minivan
i miss the look in your eyes after i
gently kiss your lips
bust most of all
i miss being me
when im with you.

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[05 Feb 2005|11:46am]
thank you again stephanie! your a genius n u rock.

id like to take a moment to say that if i ever met toshiya(guy in my icon and wallpaper guy) that i would fuck his brains out, no matter how gay that sounds. in fact, id fuck all members of dir en grey... toshiya just happens to be my favoritest. i have his yahoo messenger name n i talk to him online. God hes sooo sexy. *drools*
i love toshiya. the ghetto was fun, some black girl said she liked my gear...wurd... thats aobut it.

i love toshiya...*sexiest man alive*

~doran
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[01 Feb 2005|04:51pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

yo yo yo, mad props to stephanie for the lj remodelling.

want to see something awesome? www.lemonparty.org

Bush is our lord and savior: www.bushislord.com

ive ben doing decently decent lately, jus chillin of da heezy, keepin it real n what not. someone gave me a lollipop and a note that said "form my secret admirerer" and was all like a poem n a drawing and said will you be my valentine? (can we say like how 6th grade OMG!!1) BUT anyways, the lollipop was good but i dont want to have to tell the freshman girl no because itll make her feel bad, damn i hate my life. n i already gots me a valentine: my friend vikky!, so i dunno. me n erika got a lil drunk at skool today, not too drunk, just a bit tipsy, but it was fun. T.T. is back, shes ben gone for like 2 weeks so im glad to see her again cuz shes kewl. jasons a wigger, wurd. um, i dunno what else to say. i masturbated today, thats bout it. leave a comment or youll die of trench foot, and believe me, you REALLY will die of it if you dont leave a comment, it happened to one of my friends who lives in misouri or something, so leave a comment and youll be fine.


peace niggas
~dorizzle

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[18 Jan 2005|08:01pm]
ohayocon, 20005. it was a great weekend. friday me n jason got glomped (a running hug) like 50 timesf from random people. met sooo many new people, i got hit on by a ton of gay guys, lol. one tried ot make out with me, it was funny. i stayed up all night until like 8 in the morning at this anime dance with this really hot girl from tennesses with a sexchay southern accent, we covered ourselves in glowstick juice, we glowed to the flash ylights, awesomeness. saturday, met my favorite hottie of em all, her names ann n she goes to college in ohio, shes like 19 or 20. we hung out the entire day and kissed a whole bunch, she gave me her kitty ears, sweetness. and she lives in georgia so when i move to georgia at the end of this summer i get ot see her bunches, sweet. sunday got glomped alot, went to a rave with my bi friend trevor, he put me on a chain n walked me round, into the dance floor, we ened up with like 15 guys dancing in some giant guy sex dance, i felt like i was in a giant ,male orgy and guys kept trying to kiss me so i got out lol. hung out with this other super hot chick, so gawth core,,, drools*, she gave me her shiny blue cowboy hat but hten she had to leave *tear*, but then i hung out with anna some more cuz shes pimp shit and she sells pants with anime char designs on them at a booth at the con. then me n jason left and we headed home and we stopped at a mcdonalds n springfiled and some blakc manager stared at us then burst out laughing and she felt my hair cuz she thought it was a wig. we got stared at a bunch but it was kewl. oh ya, there was a hardcore christian convention at the same place n time of our con, so it clashed badly and there were x-ians everywhere calling us sinners lol, it was chaotic but it was so great. i got 4 hours of sleep that weekend, me n hot anna n other people stayed up n layed in the middle of the floow spelling words with out bodies, dun know why, it was fun. overall, great weekend, met great(super gawthcore hot) people, had lots o fun bashing on the hardoctre chrisitans, glowstick juice burns your eyes like hell. peole at mcdonalds are hypnotized by pink haired kitty boys.

have a nice day people, stephy n ali, i luv u guys n i hope ur problems work out. toni, i heard about ur accident and i hope u feel better n if i find out where u r in the hospital ill tyr my hardest to come visit you, jessica, um.....have a nice life, my mom has senior pics ot give you some time. greg, i want your body, i love you.
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[08 Jan 2005|01:01pm]
friday was great, me jason n vikky all hung out, we went to the mall and played with doggies and just we all goofed off and did random stupid things that made us laugh. it was fun. then we went to goodwill and then we went to priscillas and i got this sweet ass elephant male g string where the trunk is where my penis goes and it has a squeaker on the end so u can sqeeze it and itll squeak. its awesome. then we came back here and smoked and we saw random kids at the park near jasons house so we chased them for a good 10 minutes until we caught them. it was overall a good day, i think ive ben needing a day like that for a while, just a day to let go and have fun just goofing off all day. i might be going to vikkys again today, i hope i can, ive hardly ever ben able to be myself to the extent that i can whenim hanging with her. but anyways, im gonna see if i can put together my punching bags today, besides that, maybe masturbate or sumthin i dunno. i want more male thongs their awesome!, im already used to the string in my ass.

peace niggas.
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[05 Jan 2005|01:42pm]
In the end they willo make us all walk backwards, so we can see what all we have done....

What do you want to see on your trip backwards? More importantly, how do you want others to see you on their walk backwards?

Stay True.


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. [29 Dec 2004|09:32pm]
Place me at your window, I will stare until forgotten.

(ill always love you)





you know who you are
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... [08 Dec 2004|09:11pm]
I wonder where it's hazier:
Outside in the gloomy mist,
Or in my heart, where the knowledge eats at me
That our days are counted
And that you, the greater people pleaser between us
Will leave the decision up to me

While we both see that what's left
Is nothing more than a spineless acquaintanceship
That once was passionate love


And a vision of eternal togetherness;
But got robbed from its substance
By time, ties, fighting, human transformation
And unavoidable attempts to maintain our dignity.
It feels strange inside. As if a loved one has passed
But I know all that's wrong
Is that we didn't last
And that the most valuable lesson from this may be
That what seems like your life today
May be nothingness tomorrow...
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yeh... [03 Dec 2004|06:06pm]
so, it seems that now i am but another friend short, luckily, me and lisa talked, and we worked things out, hopefuly well stay cool, now, it seems that charissa thinks im just a "simple minded asshole" which really pisses me off cuz shes so two-faced its unreal, dont say shit about me behind my back then act like everythings cool, cuz its not....new subject...i canNOT believe jessicas doing what shes doing, i mean, seriously, one of the best qualities jess had was that she wasnt like all the other sluts out there, she actually shared the same viewpoint as me, that sex should be something between people who actually care and lvoe each other, not just a quick fuck cuz that persons hot. but now shes done it, and no matter what excuse like "ive never done it with a girl" or whatever, it doesnt matter, the fact is, its slutty, and ill never look at her the same again, im still unfortunately going to try hard to still be her friend, i cant live without her in my life, even if that means shell walk all over me, use me, treat me like shit, i dont care what she does, i cant let her leave my life, shes a part of me and no matter what she does i still need her in my life, unfortunately im going to look at her soooo badly from now on, but ill still try to be happpy just knowing that shes there in my life. im going to try my hardest to stay away from jess for a while, but at the same time stay close, i dont know, i have no clue what to do, i dont want to be her friend when shell choose a slutty curiosity lesbian fuck over a good friend...thats not something friendship should have to be about.so i dont want to be her friend....but i NEEED her in my life so badly....i cant take this anymore, i cant take this spot in my mind that im stuck at. its way too much for me to handle. but all i know is this jessica, if i decide that i can make it without you in my life, i hope you think it was worth it, losing a close friend for a curiosity fuck, i just hope it was worth it. and then when im gone.....

I hope you realize you ruined it,
I hope when you sleep you dream about ME
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about ME
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without ME
I hope you realize that you CANT LIVE WITHOUT ME!!!


...i hate thinkin things like that, i just dont know anymore, youll probably think im an asshole after reading this, but i dont care. I have a feeling ill be the one crawlng back, and when i do just please have the decency to brush me off and tell me its all going to be okay, even though its not....

I HATE that i cant stop loving you...


someone leave a comment, please, anything really, words of encouragement, criticism, i dont care, just share something please.

have a nice day everyone.

~doran
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[30 Nov 2004|06:51pm]
[ mood | (get it, crappy?) ]

hakuna matata....it means no worries, a motto that im pretty sure that whoever actually lives by it, has a great life, but everyone worrries. so fuck off. assfucks. so me n luke r hangin out tommorrow, i asked jessica if she wanted to, but shes not ready yet. (hakuna matata).
*sigh*
i hope this weekend doesnt suck, it seems to be gettin better.

jessicas hair was ghetto. stephy broght me kick-ass granny glasses. black people drew a pictureof me in english class and wrote "fagatron 4000" on it, it made me happy that they care enought to go out of their way to draw pictures of me, no matter what the intent was. glad to know black people have no life, and the little life they do have they spend thinking about me. sweet. (even if its thinking about how gay i am)

i think ill go take a shit now, 4th one today, i eat too much cheese.

peace out niggas.

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[27 Nov 2004|05:31pm]
um, good wekend so far, i caloled lisa to aks her how she wa doing cuz she hasnt ben at school n i was worried, n she starts going off on me asking me hwy im such an ass. yeah, guess that friendships over. and i hear jess in th ebackgorund saY "hes just mad cuz i like someone else" yeh, guess that friendships over... anyone else wanna be a bitch and end me n your friendship, if so give me a call. 570-8474.


have a nice day.
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